Today did not come gently, it clattered down over me after the riotous exit of the disaster that was yesterday. I vowed not to let myself give into the temptation to be forcefully bitter and resentful. While my fingertips aren’t bloody, they should be for all the clinging to positivity I’ve practiced. I snapped at the girls on the way to the sitter, they were thrusting artwork over the passenger seat as I drove. Fin: “Look’t this one mama.” Ave: “And here’s this one.” Fin: “And look at this one.” Ave: “Mom, grab my shell. My shell! It fell.” Bri: “Hey, Ave that was cool, that rhymed. Did you hear the rhyme, mom? Shell and fell.” Fin: “What shell?” Ave: “My shell! It fell!…